Oath Taking Ceremony by PTPL Ampang April 2016 ( CHOIR PERFORMANCE )



Assalamualaikum, and a very good morning to my lovely viewers. I haven't post much of stories on my Blog for the past few months. Because, I don't really have much time to sit down, relaxing myself and update my journal. Yeap, I considered my life is much of a boredom.

As far as I concerned, I have noticed that people don't really use Blog to express their journal anymore. I don't know why is that. But, I don't think that I should stop posting Blog because other people don't do the same thing anymore. Well, that's just me. I just love typing and updating new post whenever I think I need to share and express my feelings and emotions through Blog. NEWS FLASH/ Sometimes, I do feel like technology has conquered people's time in life. From that, all of the old school social medias have been abandoned. And stupid social medias and unwanted apps/software today has interrupted our life and has affected today's generatipons too. That was so uncool. ( Rolling my eyes ) Hm, what am I blabbering about? Let's cut to chase! 

As you guys read the title of my journal, do you guys think of anything that is considering the Oath Taking Ceremony? Well, the Oath Taking Ceremony is an event where these kids have to attend and make an oath for their holy student life in PTPL, Ampang. But, it was held at the Management and Science University ( MSU ), Shah Alam. I know that it's not that important for you guys to guess. But, you know. It was just a simple question for you guys to answer in your heart. So, that I could ensure that you guys came here for some reasons. Not to just came here to look up for my funny or stupid posts ( laughing ). Yes, I'm here to share to you guys considering my passion in music. It's not that good and big as everyone elses dreams, but at least I've tried and had the oppurtunity once.

I have been selected to handle and teach these students a choir performance for their Oath Taking Ceremony. I never had a chance like this before, in my entire life. I was shocked and truly excited when my name was chosen to be a leader and teach these kids singing. At first, yes! I do feel lucky and happy. But, a week before I've started teaching them, I was so terrified and clumsy. I'm afraid that these kids will not going to like me teaching or can't even except me for who I am. But with my family and my friends support, I became stronger than I am. I'm starting to believe in myself, no matter what happen, life must go on. You have the oppurtunity to make your dreams come true. So why not take that chance, right? ( winking )

On the 16th of March 2016, I began teaching them by starting with searching for their voices. I have called the students in front one by one, to get to know their vocal range. Different people, has different vocal ranges. Later, I've started to know them equally. As I say, earlier. I never had this oppurtunity to teach people choir. As a performer, I am always stands solo. So I don't really have enough experiences towards grouping or even choir. So, I went to Putrajaya with a friend of mine. And asked her some ideas. Not to forget, I also contacted my high school friends ( mad talented choir singer ). She shared couple of ideas and advices. From this, I have learned a lot. Even just a little advices can lead me to be more aware of a leader.

Week by week, I was stressed out with myself for not being a good leader and a teacher. But, came a friend of mine. Told me that, " never give up with yourself ". So I take that advice, and try harder. Then, I began to tolerate assertively with those kids. So that they know, how cared I am towards them. How concerned I am, towards their performance.My friend and I, have selected 2 songs from our creative lists. It was, Seasons of Love by Rent ( Glee Version ) and Flashlight by Jessie J.

While teaching them, there was a moment which truly opened my eyes. That, teaching is not that easy. I was so pissed off at some student that was very rude. I couldn't helped it, so I yelled towards them and grabbed other attention too. I was feel a bit embarrased of myself. But I ignored the feeling. Because, I don't want people thinking I am too soft to be touch. So I showed them my alter ego. I just shut them out straight away. But through that situation, those kids, has improved a lot. I'm glad that helps them to fix their manners. 

Alhamdulillah, on the finale for their performance at the MSU, Shah Alam. They really did a great job, which make me even more proud of myself, and of course I am proud of them too!

I feel blessed.